To be or not to be? That is the question.
Internal conflicts are terrible. Definitely worse than any type of relational conflict. I don't think I have ever looked this awful. I've been asked multiple times why I look like I haven't slept for ages. Eyeballs too swollen. Tried yoga but that didn't even work. Next time, I'll do Zumba.
Other thoughts I'd like to mention so I can get it out of my head and finally study:
1. What are you doing, Christina? First rule of marketing-- differentiation. And make that distinct differentiation! Channeling GAGA is not a wise move. Be creative and sell that!
2. I'M PETRIFIED OF GRADUATING! Everything about it is so intimidating. From the freaking long walk to my future career decisions. I think I've metaphorically peed in my pants a thousand times already. Funny thing is, it just hit me last Thursday. That's 6 days. 1,000/6= 166 times a day.
3. Studying for HR whomps.
4. I love B.O.B. Nothin' on You. And I love Grooveshark for letting me put it on repeat without having to dl or buy the mp3. Snaps for Grooveshark
5. Alexander Wang bag, Miu Miu shoes, presents for my Ma, dinner for the fam...= list of things to buy with my first pay check in spirit of trying to motivate myself for this job hunting business.
6. WHOO for Lorenzo and Marc! Rumors can't bring you down.
7. I think I have a crush on Christopher Bailey. HOLD UP. Let me rephrase myself. I know I have a humongous crush on Christopher Bailey. Getting a hold of a Prorsum piece one day would be like physically having him surround me... forever. I'm going to do it.
Jay KAY!
No, not really.